‘Tis the season of giving and receiving. Whether we agree
with the consumer culture or not of the holidays, there is a sense of
completing the year with a sense of giving something – appreciation, cookies, a
card or a gift.
It makes me reflect on the dynamics of relationships. True
balanced relationships have an equal sense of giving and receiving that allows
for mutual satisfaction.
We often see this trait of “it’s better to give than
receive” as something noble and to aspire to. I believe the essence of that
message is telling us the importance of thinking of others as well as ourselves
not instead of ourselves.
True giving comes from a genuine space within one’s heart
and mind. It is meant to convey love, kindness, support and meaning.
When giving sets you or others off-balance, it starts to be
weird and icky, creating a host of resentments.
We ultimately should give without expectation. That is true.
On an energetic scale, in relationships, it is wiser to give as much to someone
as you feel they can give back to you. This creates respect, care, and an
honest connection between the two of you. You see, when you over-give to
someone, it puts them into a position of feeling small and helpless and
dependent on you, like a child.
How many times have you had someone give too much to you and
then you felt indebted to them? You may have even felt like they are using
gifts or favours as a way to either compensate for guilt or low self-esteem.
They may even be avoiding closeness by using material objects as their buffer
from having real conversations. That’s right. Sometimes over-giving is a way to
avoid intimate connection with others, making the giver and receiver feel
lonely and empty.
How about the times when someone has given you a gift that
falls flat – sending the message that they really don’t get you at all. Through
the person’s desire to give out of obligation it has actually created a sense
of distance in the relationship.
Or what about situations where you put your all into an
organization, and you find out that they don’t really recognize your efforts.
They may actually take the advice more from who doesn’t put in the same amount
of time and effort. In this case, subconsciously people feel they can trust and
respect the person who has healthy boundaries of time, money and how much and
how little they are willing to give.
From over 10 years of serving clients, I have seen so many
kind-hearted, caring and spiritually focused people come to me. Some are
exhausted, feeling like they aren’t getting the love and support they want and
they just don’t understand what they are doing wrong. I usually examine the
relationships in their lives and see which ones are out of balance – especially
with ways they are enabling the dysfunction by giving too many excuses or work
harder emotionally to keep the dynamic going.
When we give ourselves the space to honestly explore our
motives when we over-give we may actually uncover a more selfish reason. We
don’t want to be alone. We want to be liked or loved. We want to be seen as
good people. These are all ways the ego talks to us and tells us we have to
work hard in order to earn love and respect. This is not the case at all. If we
are self-aware of our limits, feeling in our hearts the care and love we have
for another person and really tune into what they need, asking ourselves what
we can and cannot offer, you can find the perfect, touching and meaningful gift
that brings you closer as people. Sometimes that gift is simply time to share
and listen. Other times it’s actually an object.
Either way, you end up creating more impactful and genuine love
in your life.
Here’s to a holiday of balanced giving and receiving so you
can start 2020 in a fresh and uplifting way.